Valide doktorda, unuttum. Onu beklemem laz\u0131m ondan sonra\u2026
\nHerkes gibi bende gidece\u011fim eninde sonunda\u2026
\nAllah, nasip k\u0131smet ederse yataca\u011f\u0131m Sevda\u2019m\u0131n yan\u0131na\u2026
\nSeni ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z hatun?
\nSende yat benim \u00fczerime diyece\u011fim AMA (\u2026)
\n\u00dc\u00e7 hatunumla birlikte kara toprakta!<\/p>\n
Bu f\u0131kray\u0131 okuyun, FIKRA DEYIP GE\u00c7ME, ayn\u0131s\u0131 geldi ba\u015fa!
\nBILIYORSUNZ\u2026
\nB\u0131rak ayakta durmay\u0131 ad\u0131m atacak hal yok bende, y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyorum\u2026
\nAllah belam\u0131 versin yalan\u0131m varsa\u2026
\n\u0130sim sahibi, \u00fcn \u2013 unvan ne kadar doktor varsa Rhein \u2013 Main b\u00f6lgesinde\u2026
\nBa\u015fta kalp, n\u00f6roloji, ortopedi\u2026
\nBir \u015fekilde g\u00f6rd\u00fc beni.<\/p>\n
Yok \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm bulam\u0131yorlar derdime\u2026
\nY\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyorum karde\u015fim y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyorum\u2026
\nBirka\u00e7 y\u00fcz metre, nefes nefese\u2026
\nYazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ar\u015fivlerim meydanda. Bir > k\u0131\u015f < g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc annemle \u0130stanbul\u2019day\u0131z\u2026
\nBen\u2026
\nVallahi billahi do\u011fru, \u201cyal\u0131n ayak\u201d
\nK\u0131s ya k\u0131\u015f, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n ortas\u0131nday\u0131z\u2026
\nSanki k\u00fcl fakiri(!)<\/p>\n
\u00c7ar\u015f\u0131ya indik annemle Be\u015fikta\u015f\u2019ta, kad\u0131n\u2026
\n\u00dc\u00e7 adim benden \u00f6nde, UTANIYOR halimden\u2026
\nKeyfimden de\u011fil ki, y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyorum\u2026
\nMillet bak\u0131yor ha bire ayaklar\u0131ma, neredeyse dilenciye sadaka\u2026
\nO g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcnd\u00fcr O ayakkab\u0131c\u0131dan al\u0131r\u0131m ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131\u2026
\nSonunda d\u00f6nd\u00fc bana \u201c\u00d6nder, yeter!\u201d dedi\u2026
\nGirdik bir d\u00fckk\u00e2na, adama anlat\u0131m derdimi. Bakt\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131k p\u0131rt\u0131k ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131ma\u2026
\n\u201cA\u011fabey, senin ba\u011fc\u0131kl\u0131 ayakkab\u0131 giymen laz\u0131m\u201d dedi\u2026
\nVallahi, billahi b\u00f6yle dedi, verdi bir ayakkab\u0131. O g\u00fcne kadar ba\u011fc\u0131kl\u0131 ayakkab\u0131 giymezdim\u2026
\nOh be\u2026
\n\u0130yi k\u00f6t\u00fc y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u015eans eseri, annemin sayesinde ve belki Allah ac\u0131d\u0131 bana\u2026
\nD\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm DOKTORUNA!!!<\/p>\n
Saral\u0131m ba\u015fa\u2026
\nBiliyorsun kad\u0131n hep s\u00f6yledim sana, benzersem babama\u2026
\n\u015eimdilerde on sene kald\u0131!<\/p>\n
Sa\u011f ayak t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131mda, ba\u015f parmakta\u2026
\nBir leke, kapkara, ac\u0131yor dokununca. \u00d6nce sand\u0131m bir yere \u00e7arpt\u0131m, kan oturdu\u2026
\nAylardan beri orada. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fcyor ne k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyor, sadece ac\u0131yor dokununca\u2026
\nD\u00fcn e\u011filemedim, annem giydirdi \u00e7oraplar\u0131m\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fc lekeyi?
\n„Bu neeeeeeeeeeeeee?“
\nE\u015fek gibi doktora gidece\u011fim, emir b\u00fcy\u00fck yerde geldi. Bu ak\u015fam be\u015fte\u2026
\nBana kalsa gene gitmezdim ama sen kara Mediha\u2019y\u0131 bilmiyorsun\u2026
\nE\u015fek gibi yapt\u0131r\u0131r dedi\u011fini insana!<\/p>\n
Kanserse\u2026
\nBaht\u0131ma, koleksiyonda eksi\u011fim vard\u0131\u2026
\nMa\u015fallah k\u0131rk bir kere, ailede\u2026
\nNe ararsan var, \u015feker ba\u015fta olmak \u00fczere Kanserden kalbe!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
—
\nBabamda, rahmetlide de b\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131 unutma. En sonunda be\u015f \u00e7e\u015fit kanserden vefat etti\u2026
\nBe\u015f \u00e7e\u015fit!!!
\n—<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Valide doktorda, unuttum. Onu beklemem laz\u0131m ondan sonra\u2026 Herkes gibi bende gidece\u011fim eninde sonunda\u2026 Allah, nasip k\u0131smet ederse yataca\u011f\u0131m Sevda\u2019m\u0131n yan\u0131na\u2026 Seni ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z hatun? Sende yat benim \u00fczerime diyece\u011fim AMA (\u2026) \u00dc\u00e7 hatunumla birlikte kara toprakta! Bu f\u0131kray\u0131 okuyun, FIKRA DEYIP GE\u00c7ME, ayn\u0131s\u0131 geldi ba\u015fa! BILIYORSUNZ\u2026 B\u0131rak ayakta durmay\u0131 ad\u0131m atacak hal yok bende, … <\/p>\n